(30): Won't you hold my hand cause I don't wanna walk on my own anymore

(30): Won't you hold my hand cause I don't wanna walk on my own anymore

First heard this on Spotify weeks ago but I just dled it last night. This song is the bomb! One of the best songs I've heard from Jess Glynne (with Clean Bandit) after "Rather Be".

Today is a-bit-okay day for me. My mom and I went out for lunch and did a little shopping. I HAD to go out actually, I just didn't want to go alone. Good thing my mom's here! We ate lunch at Chowking, it's kind of a Chinese restaurant here in the Philippines. I ordered sweet and sour fish (on the left) and chopsuey rice for my mom. Whenever I dine in at Chowking I always order their sweet and sour fish because it has pineapples and this very yummy grilled bell peppers! Nom nom~ Mom ate chopsuey and as you can see it consists of pure veggies. I only ate young corn cus it's my favorite :)


(29): This for anybody going through tough times

(29): This for anybody going through tough times

Believe me, been there done that
But everyday above ground is a great day, remember that.

You might not know this but BFvsGF are my most favorite Youtubers! I started watching Jesse and Jeana last year from their pranks, challenges, and daily vlogs. In short, I became their fan!! And right now they're on a tour with Contiki and other famous Youtubers (that I also love) like Jamie's World from New Zealand, ThatsHeart who is also a Filipina and soon to be married to Arnold Telagaarta. There's a lot of couple Youtubers who are getting famous nowadays. Damn, why didn't I become one.... Joke!

There are two reasons why I want to blog about this: it's because of Cambodia & Vietnam. You'll know it on the latter part of the blog. Anyway, two days ago they were in Cambodia and they visited some famous temples like Angkor Wat. As you may or may not know I went to Cambodia 4 years ago and I'm super duper happy that my favourite Youtubers get to see the places I've been to!!


You should watch this it's super super fun!!! :3 I did not get to see the sunrise though, cus I couldn't be bothered to wake up super early T_T

Now that you saw the video here are some of my photos in Angkor Wat :) (P.S Don't proceed if you have not watched the video yet. lol)


(Imagine an elephant chasing after you) Tuk-tuk ride

(28): Think I can fly when I'm with U

(28): Think I can fly when I'm with U

They say searching for love is like searching for yourself
When you find yourself, you find love,
Because they're the same
But it's a lonely city
Sometimes I walk all night
Without being seen

If you clicked the music video you will understand the words I wrote above. Or wait, let me do it for you :3 


Man, I wish I was drinking beer right now. I love listening to this kind of song when I'm tipsy. I feel like I'm ready to hit the dance floor :p But since I'm just here in front of my laptop, I can't do anything but to bob my head :D This MV deserves more than 9M views. Who would say no or even dislike this video?! May God bless their poor souls. 

It was just an ordinary day today. I woke up, took a shower around 11, my parents arrived for a short visit, in the afternoon I went to out to buy foods because my mom wanted to eat something, and when they left I went back to studying. (Ahhh... the smell of doughnut keeps calling my name. It's 11:48 PM and I don't normally eat at this time but there's always an exception to every rule so I'm going to take a bite!!) I bought palabok (Filipino food), burgers, and medium-sized chocolate KitKat ice cream from Dairy Queen for me ONLY lol. I was eating with my mom when she mentioned "you should gain more weight". Whenever the two of us are together or when I talk with her about my future plans, she doesn't forget to add "you should gain more weight". Mom, not all skinny people are unhealthy!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, except me. I'm skinny and unhealthy :D Like who eats doughnut and drinks iced tea at this ungodly hour??!!! ME!! :) So sometimes I understand her when she says that. I just can't do what she wants to do because I have a fast metabolism hahahahaha who am I kidding? Well maybe I do have because when I eat something I get hungry in few hours...... Or maybe it's because I eat a little :p

(27): I need a man who'll take care of me and make me feel safe and happy

(27): I need a man who'll take care of me and make me feel safe and happy

This song makes me feel sleepy. I should make it a habit to listen to this song every night; it can probably help me fall asleep quickly since I always tend to sleep at 2 or 3 am.

I am in bed with my laptop. I am 40% studying, 20% on my phone, and 20% on Spotify. I was not expecting that online courses are meant to be all about reading. I thought I'm going to listen to some audios or watch video clips. But I am not complaining. I'm just..... saying what I feel? If that's what you call it. :D It's actually fun reading/knowing the things I already studied in uni. I feel like I'm 30% ready to teach (what!) lol


Sometimes I feel  very proud of myself when I get perfect scores like this. Whenever I submit my answers I always get a feeling that I have 1-2 mistakes but look! Achievement unlocked! :p It was actually not hard. Guess it's one of the reasons why I got 10/10 o_o

(26): You deserve someone who will treat you right

(26): You deserve someone who will treat you right


This is from http://www.candymag.com/features/from-our-readers-you-deserve-much%20-better/
I want to post it on my blog because I want this to be a wake up call for girls who are struggling from their shitty relationships.

From Our Readers: You Deserve Much Better

You need not be the second choice to the person you put first.
I do hope you realize that you deserve much better.
You don't have to compromise for a boy who sends one-word replies after you've just sent him a very lengthy message asking how he's been. You don't have to stare at your phone blankly, waiting for it to ring when he is out with his friends again and has clearly forgotten his promise that he'd call. You don't have to settle for the way he makes your heart race when he finally remembers you after a week of silence and gets it all broken again as he mindlessly ends the conversation with just three messages exchanged.
Because darling, if he truly cares, he won't call only when he's lonely and down after getting an F on his paper again. He won't ask for you only when things are not going well. You aren't on his speed dial just because there's no one else left to talk to. If you truly matter, you won't be his last resort.

(25): Having no regrets is all that she really wants

(25): Having no regrets is all that she really wants

Lyrics from One Direction - Night Changes. Isn't it weird that I've known this song for quite some time now but haven't got the chance to watch the whole music video?! I don't know why but whenever this song plays on Channel V or MTV I always watch the beginning part (Zayn) only and then after that I'll go sit in front of my laptop and do my stuff while the song is playing on the background. I watched the MV today on Youtube and I realized it is quite hilarious! There's a lot of things that can really happen (whether it is good or bad) in one night :D Man, I wonder what's going to happen with the band after Zayn Malik left. I mean who's going to sing his part? I kind of admire Zayn Malik for choosing what his heart really wants. And I am quite jealous of Perrie Edwards because omfg Zayn Malik left One Direction for her! Wow! That's real love. Pure love. Genuine love. Like 1% of men can only do that nowadays. But at the same time, it's kind of sad that he left. There's a lot of opportunities waiting for him but he decided to go on separate ways with his band mates just because of a woman. There's even no guarantee if they will really end up together forever but well, that's love. It's hard to decide actually. It's hard to keep both. It's better to be single if you're so busy; it just kind of sad sometimes because you have no inspiration. If I'm in his shoes I would have stayed in the band and keep her. Know why? Because I'm a faithful partner and when I love, I love really hard. So my fiance doesn't need to call the engagement off because I'm very loyal (not bragging, just saying. People who know me are aware of it). Screw all the people who cheat and lie to their partners! >__<

Anyway woah that was a long introduction haha I did not write because of One Direction. Well they are kind of fun to talk about :> I'm happy! Extremely happy! I finally purchased my online course because of the help of my aunt! Okay lemme tell a story. I deposited money to my sister's debit card but unfortunately, her card is not Visa or Mastercard. I was disappointed. I don't know anyone else to ask for help so I sent a message to my aunt asking if I could borrow her credit card and she said yes! I will pay her when the bill arrives next month:)) 

(24): Eyes in the sky gazing far into the night

(24): Eyes in the sky gazing far into the night

Lyrics from Spektrem - Shine. This type of song is what you usually listen at the club and I love it!

Anyway as you guys already know (or not), I graduated in uni on 16th April and until now I feel like I'm on cloud 9 with tons of likes and greetings on FB and Instagram and other social apps I'm using. A massive thank you to everyone who congratulated me!! I feel extremely happy that I made my parents proud and I know that they will feel more grateful when I start my future career aka adventure hopefully next month when everything's settled! :)

Before, during, and after the graduation ceremony, there are several things I want to rant about: (1) My parents were being a bitch just because I slept at 2AM on the day of my graduation day; (2) the traffic jam on the way to PICC (place where my graduation was held) and going home was terrible as fuck; (3) the assembly time was 12:30. The starting time should be 1PM but we started at 1:20 PM (talking about Filipino time, aye?); (4): the distribution of diploma took more than an hour because there were thousands of us graduating students and we were so bored and hungry while waiting for others to finish.

Nevertheless I am happy that it's finally OVER and that I'm an official alumni of my uni!! Now the waiting game has started for my transcript of records and graduation photos which I will be receiving after 14th of May.

So here are the random photosssss!! :>


These are my fellow English majors after the ceremony!
L-R: EJ, Jet (Summa cum laude), Andrei, Mary Grace, Antonette, me, Laura, and Isaiah (cum laude)

(23): Give it to me, I'm worth it

(23): Give it to me, I'm worth it

Lyrics from Fifth Harmony - Worth It 
I like the trumpet part of this song~

Charles J. Orlando's page is also one of my faves on Facebook. He posted:

[From My Inbox] "Dear Charles J. Orlando: Why do some people start strong in relationships and then end up treating their partners like shit?"
Three main reasons: 1) Because it changes slowly, so their partners don't see it coming... and they falsely believe that it's just temporary behavior; 2) When they look at their partner, they see their own short-comings... and then bash to make themselves feel better; and 3) Their self-worth gets mixed up in the relationship, and they think if they "are worth it" then their partner will treat them with value... but they don't, so they wait... and the cycle repeats.

(22): You know I love it when you show me what you do

(22): You know I love it when you show me what you do

Lyrics from Embody - With You (feat. Barnaby), my new favorite song from MrSuicideSheep.

I have been busy and antisocial these past few days except Saturday and Sunday because I went out with my family! I could not blog because I'm still waiting for the photos to be uploaded but here are some of the shots I took using my iTouch and shitty S3. 

S A T U R D A Y

I went to my aunt's house because my relatives from Italy, my mom, and grandpa arrived from Mindoro. My grandpa is back in the hospital again today :x Around 5pm we went to the mall. We walked, bought jelly beans, talked, laughed and we even saw a celebrity!!!


He's right beside me! He's a comedian. My cousins and I were surprised. He doesn't look bad in person. He's actually cute! He acts like a stupid and funny guy on TV so I did not really pay much attention until I saw him.

While we were waiting for my other cousin to arrive, we took a rest and did sightseeing. There were thousands of people inside and outside the mall because it's a Saturday and vacation time! Children were out playing, couples were out dating, everyone were enjoying. Here are some photos I took! Sorry for the bad quality :c


Sharra did not want to turn around because she was tired from all the walking.


...but she didn't look tired at all O_O :)

(21): You caused the rain, I bought you pain

(21): You caused the rain, I bought you pain

Listenbee - Save Me I am glad there are tons of music that gives me good feeling when I listen to 'em.  :>

Anyway today I feel great! I am extremely grateful to all the people who stick by my side through thick and thin and during the times when I was in deep sadness or under the weather. To all the people who did not get tired of listening to my shit, personal or not and actually put up with it. To my family and new/old friends who love and accept me. Big hug to all of you! <3 The people I have with me right now are worth fighting for.

There's a lot of things I've realized and tons of lessons I've learned for the past few days like having self control, focusing on the things that really matter, and minding my own business. I believe that no matter what happens, the right people will always come to my life and stay. No need to force 'em to message you or whatnot because if they really want, they will do it even when their eyes are closed. Been there, done that. I'm glad that someone finally realizes my worth as a woman and a lover. I hope it gets better and better.

(20): I see your skin turn red when you lie

(20): I see your skin turn red when you lie

(I'm currently listening to MrSuicideSheep playlist so I don't really know what song to write as my title. Wait til I decide.)

Finally got to choose a song from the playlist haha! And I am loving the lyrics of this song. I'm going to download it!
If you don't want to tell me nothing, then you can go straight to hell. Now I'm gonna tell you something, you fucked this up yourself. I'm pulling up my parachute and I'm jumping from the plane we flew. First I'm gonna tell the truth but then I'm burning my bridge to you.

Lyrics on point!! As much as possible I want to be creative with words. I'm so jealous of songwriters and poets!! I'm loving the songs from MrSuicideSheep. I like electronic music or house music or dubstep or chillstep or whatevs you call it. The songs I usually listen to are from those genres I mentioned. They're hella good! It's nice to discover new songs that are straight from the heart :p 

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Hola! I did not blog for the whole week! Man, that was long! And this is probably going to be a long post as well! 

I went to my hometown for the Holy Week and met my relatives who came all the wayyyy from Italy! It was seriously a blast!! If only I could stop the time! I survived almost two days without internet haha! I don't really have anyone to talk to so allgoods aside from this guy I've been chatting on Kik and begging me to have Skype with him lol although I received tons of emails which is more important than other SNS I am using. Before, I needed wifi to check my Kakaotalk messages. Now, I check my email from time to time because of jobsssssssss! :p And yeap last week I got an email saying I "may" be qualified for the position I applied for. They were asking for a written and video interview which I could not do since I was just using pocket wifi and the connection was not very stable. I emailed them back and they will resend the link for the interview this week. I'm not really sure if I still want to do it cus meh. 

Everything went great apart from the shitty wifi connection! I missed my family and relatives so much especially my cousins from Italy! My uncle (bro of my mom) and his wife brought TONS of gift. They gave us pasta, clothes, bags, shoes, makeups, Nutella, toothpaste, mouthwash, body wash and a lot more! I feel like I want to work in Italy but I have to study Italian language first. Err! Everyone in the family had a hard time talking to one of my cousins because she was speaking in Italian most of the time!! 


This is her!! Her name is Sharra and she's 4. Ain't she a cutie?? :) She likes to pose! Very photogenic!