(144): Never beg for someone's attention

(144): Never beg for someone's attention


This is so accurate and relatable in so many different ways!!
The more you try forcing something to work that isn't meant to work, the more upset and stressed out you'll become. Some things aren't meant to work, regardless of how things used to be. Seasons change, not to mention people change. Stop seeking attention from the wrong people. Stop trying to force something to work when clearly deep down you can see it's not meant to for whatever reason that may be.

(143): Mixed feelings

(143): Mixed feelings


I ended my relationship, I met strangers who instantly became my friends who sadly became strangers again, I was judged and people misinterpreted my actions. I had been very open to people and at the time I thought it was a good thing. I was wrong; it was the other way around. I've been alone for a long time and it doesn't feel foreign to me anymore. But at the back of my mind I'm longing for someone. WE all need someone. Sometimes I wake up feeling lonely. And the only thing that comes to my mind as soon as I open my eyes is... 'work'. I wake up for work. I eat for work. I go out for work. I miss the feeling of waking up and reading "good morning" texts or "I miss you" or "lets go out on a date tonight". It's like you're waking up not only for something but for someone.